Small Ensemble Pan Pipe,Piano,Trumpet,Tubular Bells,Viola,Violin - Level 3 - Digital Download SKU: A0.976861 Composed by Monica Bergo. Contemporary,Halloween. Score and parts. 43 pages. Monica Bergo #3238977. Published by Monica Bergo (A0.976861). 2017 Holiday Contest EntryNEMESIS  I enter the room of my consciousness  That incredible disorder  I rummage through the drawers Where I keep sufferings  And the ineradicable memories Dust that knows of regret  Spider webs cover my time,  I recompose pieces of life  But I'm here for you  Fleeting shadow    And my face reflects, Inside you  My nemesis, my alter ego  You reflect me and then  Are a dark ghost The imperfect and the unsaid  I will let you be what you are,  My soul, black and rending.  If you destroy my image  It does not matter  Finally that door remains open    And opening the border between dream and reality  I stumble among people at my funeral  Who cry, who laugh, It is my Carnival  I look at them from above, a spectral profile   Rush down into the void that I have inside  Nobody hugs me, I touch the silence,  Slow-motion of a movie without more viewers,  Close the curtain of the world outside and ... and ...    The snow falls , how cold it is  For this actress without identity  I escape from the frost of my uncertainties  But there is no refuge save me from she  Who is heat, but to hurt  Is my animal instinct    I'm alone in this storm  But certainly I do not regret  Your mood swings, your sterile love  Even without, I will survive   My nemesis now dominates  Be careful! If she comes for you  She destroys you, crushes you, is cruel and savage,  And then she will laugh in your face    And sitting here on the bank of my river  I'm waiting for you to pass this way  Naked and without arrogance  I'll never get enough  This dance that gives me joy    And in the darkness I move safe and stealthy  (what are you?)  I'm not afraid of anything and I feel wicked  (you are lost now)    Souls dancing to the beat of their sins  (you like us)  In this limbo I disown my past days  (and so will you be...)    Wind and storm  I'm not just this, The rumble of thunder  I don't understand any longer which side I’m on  And it goes against the wind and sharpens my torment  I'm hungry for the Sun  Nemesis cannot dominate me    My nemesis is here, Is stronger than ever  And I know that she is reaching for me  And it’s she who does not know  Ever to stop halfway, Is Lady of Vice and Deception  She seizes me , she exhausts me because  She does not accept the peace that I have inside  She has no balance, Makes me waver, And frustrates what I have achieved    Tell me that you'll disappear  As a dream in the morning light  And will be, within me,  A memory clouded by time   I leave the room of my consciousness  To make order is impossible  Strange this drawer, not only sufferings But something relentless  Nemesis, it is no longer your time  By now your fire is spent  And I will be born again to enchantment  By words and music  Food for the soul ...    Monica Bergo
